so i've been back from japan for almost a week now, and even though the trip was only a week, i miss it soo much already.
this time around, its not that i didnt have fun (cuz believeeeeeeee me it was amazing) it was just a very different trip from last year's. different people, bigger group where everyone had their own little pickiness on certain things -like where to eat, when to eat etc. last year since it was just me, my sister, and halie (where the two of them really didnt care much about anything), i pretty much made it MY trip. also last year, seeing everything for the first time had that wow-factor that hits u in the face. This year, it was that nostalgic feeling like it was great to be back.
it was kind of like a reassurance too for how much i wanted to come back and that desire to see more and experience more. sometimes i worried about whether i just wanted to go there and shop/fangirl as a place to visit and vacation, but this proved to me that i don't only want that, i want to soak in daily life and culture there as well. honestly, standing at tokyo tower looking at that city at night, i just stood there by myself at one point and got teary-eyed thinking about how much i want to be back there in a year ... for good.
*crosses fingers. jet applications are just around the corner and i get sooo nervous just thinking about it... but atleast its that excited nervous and not a scared one.